In Need of Help + Art Trades

 I, I know not a lot of people are going to read this part, but... I really do need to ask; at least try to get someone out there to speak up for this.

 I... I haven't exactly been feeling ok, I mean, I put on a happy face everyday at school, but... inside, I feel everything is breaking down because... I've been feeling... alone. Very. Very alone. My grades have been slipping, a lot because I've been feeling really awful lately. I feel like no one wants me around anymore, like the world would be better off without a Bethy in their lives.  

 And well, I need help. I need inspiration for my watchers and my friends, anyone as a matter of fact. I need someone out there to tell me something inspiring, something to make it all better, or something... just to make me feel happy and appreciated. I want to make a huge picture and put it in my folder of happy letters / saying (it's were I keep my love letters of my boyfriend and others and such). I want to keep it there to refer back to and know that someone, or something in this world wants me to stay, wants me around, likes me, or heck, even love is a good word about it. I... I would really appreciate if that could happen. 

 So please, if you have something to say, please, in a note or comment of this journal, tell me something. It can be anything, I mean anything. 

 Just... don't make it negative please. 

 No one wants that. 

 Anyhow, I'm also getting back into doing art trades again, no requests this time around, I'm kinda really busy at the moment with Finals coming up and such. But I'm willing to do any art trade. Yes. This means anything. Gotta work on that AP portfolio some how, right?